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October 28th, 2008 by nenenomore

Sa tuwing nakikita mo akong kasama siya,

Pilit kong tinatago ang mga pinsala,

Na dulot ng aking kawalang hiya,

Sa pananakit sayo, mahal parin kita…

Oo, tama nga ang narinig mo.

Heto ako, sa sulok ng kuwarto,

Tuliro, kakaisip lagi sayo.

Matatanggap mo pa kaya ako?

Gustuhin ko mang sabihin sayo ng harapan,

Ngunit sadya ngang ako’y naunahan,

Ng takot sayo’y ayaw maramdaman,

Alam kong ako’y may angking kasakiman.

Gawin ko mang kumalas at bumalik sayo,

Marahil may kapalit ka na sa puso mo.

Mangyari ma’y, ako’y dapat ng lumayo,

Sa kulungan nitong puso-iyong mundo.

i wrote this when i realized it was him all along… for you guys out there who seems lost, take a break… KitKat.. lol:D

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And So Must You…

October 14th, 2008 by nenenomore

I've moved on and so must you.
Im turning on a new leaf and so I'm new.
Giving you another chance will only make me
the most stupid person I ever knew!
I need someone but I'm sorry it's not you.
I don't deserve everything I experienced being kissed.
I know it's going to be hard for you and im pissed.
Don't make things hard for me please!
There's no confusion in me doing these!
It's not only for me but surely for the both of us!
I'm sick and tired of our tussles and fuss
I am just gaining all my lost guts
Coz I admit you're driving me nuts!
Oh please consider my feelings!
Can't you see inside I'm hurting?
What's with all your flirting?
When you're gone, it'll be a blessing!

[anyway, free verse lang poh et0..]

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Over You

October 2nd, 2008 by nenenomore

Hurting to know things wouldn’t be better,
Between the two of us- it’s all over.
Well, I’ll never regret whatever,
Memories of you have lots to gather.

My pride got totally lost,
Can’t find at any cost.
My heart never had a boss,
Coz now Im a mess and loss…

\

~~i wrote this poem on Oct. 2, 2008 and stopped continuing it coz i was so sleepy by then. I said i would update this some other time. As i kept reading this poem i didn’t notice the days that passed. it’s  September 30, 2009 already and i’ve realized there’s no continuing it anymore. Finish. As in it’s an accidental end. I, myself was so stupid to realize. I just coudn’t continue because it ends right there! just a short one. thanks for dropping by!:]

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Waiting

September 30th, 2008 by nenenomore

Drifting away…

Like the autumn’s way,

Where will I go,

With the pain I know.

 

I’ve tried so hard

To fill spaces in my heart

It makes me sad,

To see you so glad.

 

I’m hurting myself now,

Sorry if i didn’t tell how.

Feelings for you perished,

Never again to be cherished

 

I know i can’t show my anger,

Coz you didn’t care either.

And you’re not aware how it felt,

Too much that I had to melt.

 

Someone’s better for you

I knew you’ll never like me too.

Just have to accept the fact,

That I am indeed a LACK… :’c

 

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Crime

September 29th, 2008 by nenenomore

When I cry, everytime I wished you were mine,

I know I’ve fallen for you this time,

And it’s crazy of me having you on my mind,

When I know, loving me back is a CRIME… :’c

~dArn… i just wished i never met you..

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English dropped

September 26th, 2008 by nenenomore

i’ve got this one big problem that really bothers me alot! Even my studies and how i communicate with my loved ones and especially my mom!! My mom? Come to think of it.. We live together, only the two of us in one big house!

“I can’t speak English fluenty anymore!!”
That’s my big problem! And yeah it’s big, huge, enormous! Duh?! What has happened with me? It’s been affecting my studies and how i perceive myself in the future! Gosh! How ‘exagg’ but it’s true!

I’ve always spoke fluently before. But now? How come?
i can’t even think of a simple metaphor to answer back in a conversation..
How pathetic could i ever get? Im even being forced to participate in an extemporaneous speech! Woah? If only, if only, if only I could still speak like the way I could before.. No second thoughts! Go!

But that’s just how it got to be..
Well then, I’ve got to revive what i think is really MINE!
Whew!!

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Intramz

September 12th, 2008 by nenenomore

w0ah! i didn’t know what i was going into! Guess what? i joined miss intramz for fun, (actually i was just forced by my adviser & classmates) & never expected to even reach 1st runner-up? haha.. i just love that experience!

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NCAE

August 27th, 2008 by nenenomore

what can i say about this super back-aching exam for nothing…? or have i just described it already? Yeah, it is really one.. Sakit sa ul0, neck, && back.. enako.. iM g0nna be a hunchback dahil dito.. haizt!

Pero i enjoyed sa clerical && non-verbal section of the exam..haha la lang..pati sa math dhil binabagtit aq ng subject na un..ever since elementary palang ako! Basta Math talaga namang napapadali ang mundo ko? why nga ba? haha..kasi nga minamadali ko talaga ehh.. =p

my MMMM stands for Math Makes Me Mad. Oh di bA? Alliteration kaya t0? haha..

Back-> Nagkasipon pa pala ako dito.. How lucky! i kept on sneezing while answering. Di ako mapakali azzar..

Sige babush na..

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emo’self

August 26th, 2008 by nenenomore

shits man! I can’t help it! Im getting this feeling again! i hate this! i hate this! i hate this!

Im feel so emo again. Sad, depressed, alone. So A-L-O-N-E

No one to talk to…

no bestfriends

no boyfriends

aAaAaArgh!!!!!

i feel so different from everyone else… Parang out of place; the anothers; out of this world; alien?

what is happening with me? Disorder ko na ba talaga ito? MG!

this has got to stop…

~bdw, i ain’t emo! duh?!~

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Good Morning…

August 25th, 2008 by nenenomore

Thank God! Our outing was continued! buti nalang.. I excerted effort not only because I just want to, but also because Sir Eric was really looking forward for this to happen.. Of course, If I were him, I’d surely get mad at my students.

Buti nalang talaga kasi sayang naman yung expectations && preparations namin di ba? haaii life nga naman.. Back to school again tomorrow. Sayang kasi we thought we were only gonna practice for intramurals but sad to say it has been shifted to 18,_,_.. So FORMAL classes are back again! awww! How bad..too bad.

Well then, I’ll just have to chit-chat with my really close friend Louie && just piss off the whole day, laughing, shouting, whispering, blah, blah, blah…

Good Morning Sir/Ma’am

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